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So that stupid little stupid rear ended accident I got into last fall, doubled my insurance. Ugh. It ended up being $500 paid by my insurance to hers, because my tank of a car made a tiny dent into her crap plastic bumper. I've never had a ticket, only one barely there accident in 15 years and my insurance fucking doubled. Plus I have to keep my full coverage because of my loan contract and my insurance is all fucked now, even if someone insured drives my car and gets in an accident or gets a ticket in it it can still put me losing my car at risk. There is so much annoyance and rage on my part right now. Cause I can totally afford doubled insurance right now.
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So lately I've been trying really hard to get back into the dating scene. But still even after all the stories of kylan and Dave and Stephen I haven't actually done anything about it. I sorta vaguely put
Myself out there but when it falls apart I know i didn't really try and I'm safe.
This weekend was Brian's (cabooses husband) graduation and his BFF joe was in town. Joe was my cute walking partner for their wedding and we hit it off famously but he had a gf a the time and then we didn't see each other for 3 years.
3 years later and we still have so much chemistry it's like it's electric. We were inseparable for the weekend and when it all came down to it I took initiative, because he's sweet and not pushy. But, sometimes you just get so tired of not getting who you want. So I became a brave little toaster.
He's gone now and I miss the hell out of him after only two days with each other. I miss the way he kept sitting on my feet because my knew they were cold. I miss the way he sleeps like a damn octopus. I miss the way he totally called me out on watching him like a creeper only to watch me like a creeper. But mostly I miss the way he'd say something to make me smile and then grin stupidly at me when it worked.
We had a very awkward goodbye and now I'm left feeling totally scared and vulnerable that he was never really interested in me for more then a weekend and I'm totally into him. But. I gave him my number and we will see. Usually, I know I didn't try so it doesn't hurt as much if nothing comes of it, but for whatever reason, he made me comfortable enough to plow through walls I've had up for over 7 years. I don't know what about him was so different but it was and now he's back in SoCal and I'm here having a freak out.
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Omg, Once Upon. A Time, I know you're created by Adam and Eddie and it pretty much goes without saying, but push my fucking Lost buttons a little more, I dare ya. MacCutcheon Whiskey in an episode starring Alan Dale????
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You guys. Why is my phone dying and i still have 1.5 hours of work and then an additional 3 hours to PotterTime?
Because destiny, Nini, is a fickle bitch
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Of all the weeks to have migraines, why does it have to be the week I actually finally work 40 hours and have the house to myself for the weekend.
One day, I'm going to find a migraine medication that doesn't make me sicker then the migraines. Because this shit sucks.
And maybe it's the headache or the meds making me feel so off kilter but lately I'm more lonely when I have people around. Which isn't fair to those people it's just that, right now, they're not who I need and want to be around.
It's 830pm and I'm already passing out and my puppy is looking at me like I'm insane
Help me obi wan kenobi, you're my only hope
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